A Nightmare
I had a dream about my Twin Flame last night. It felt more like a nightmare. The details seem less important as to what was happening. He was choosing her over me...again. I understand that the dream was just showing me the wound he had inflicted into my soul but its one that feels like it will never heal. The funny thing was she wasn't choosing him. He would choose her and she would stay with him for a little while only to choose another. An endless cycle. In real life I don't see him anymore because he chose her. This dream is just my subconscious mind telling me what I already know, I can never trust him again. It doesn't matter if he knows what he did to me because he would do it again. Love & loyalty are not connected when he thinks of me. I do not come first because I was not his first love. Or whatever that woman id to him. All I know is it is over & yet he still torments me.